I definitely can…

Hello my positive, energetic readers. It’s been awhile since last time I blogged something.

This time I decided to write but in a different way. i didn't type my thoughts and feelings on my laptop, tonight I am in good mood to use my pen and write on my favorite yellow papers, then later I will type them and so that I share it with you.

I am sitting in the balcony, surrounded by little green trees, beautiful flowers which my mother takes care of.  Breathing fresh oxygen and staring at the moon every three or four minutes. The moon is not full but it is so bright like a pearl. My neighborhood is very quiet but alive and full of energy. I can hear different voices. Cars passing by and on the other hand one of my neighbor’s children just came out to ride his little cute blue car, then there is the most interesting voice you can hear during summer. Can you guess!!!! Come on guess!!!

Ok ok, I will tell. The sound of a cockroach “cheg, cheg, cheg” is a very noisy sound for most of the people. I agree with that, but since I love summer this sound fills me with the crazy spirit of summer.

Today is the 13^th of September. A day which I waited for since the first day I started my internship. My dearest readers let me make a confession. I have the habit of choosing the hard path to walk on. When I do that, I always ask myself “can you make it huda!!!!You will not embarrass yourself right!!!”. But few minutes later I force my brain to get rid of the negative thoughts and cheer myself up. I go and stand in front of the mirror telling myself: listen huda, you have been through harder tasks than the upcoming one, so get rid of your stupid negative thoughts because you definitely can do it.

When I started my internship I didn’t know what was waiting for me. Today after exactly one month I feel so proud of me. i still can’t believe how I became committed to work and how I learned to bear some people .  (I know you have noticed how much I am in love with myself and I am never bored to complement myself, “it’s ok, you will get used to my “self love attitude” with time ).

Back to my experience as an intern I need to give some credit to three people who taught me and supported me, actually they are still doing that.  First, there is the awesome kak aso (I consider him like an amazing older brother) a super educated and dedicated person, a man who can hold his anger " that is if he get's angry". He is the one who opened the door for me, and I decided to use that door, i thin i am lucky to know him. Then there is Ari, the always smiling guy. He is the most loyal person I have ever met in his work. I ask him whatever comes to my mind even the most stupid questions, and he always holds the answers to give them to me.

Last but not least, Kak Rebwar (the presenter of “kawanai sur” program at Rudaw), he treats me like his student and in a very sweet way that I sometimes feel super grateful.  Very educated and open minded man, and very serious and professional in his work.  i can feel it he believes in me and supports me a lot and one day I will pay him back.

Those three people are the most highlighted amazing people that I am surrounded by. I ask, they answer me. I work, they support me. One day, and very soon when I am successful in my life career, they will be on the top of the list to thank them and show them my gratitude in front of the world. I still have one more month left to work as an intern, and every day I get even more motivated to prove to myself that "yes, you can do it”.

I will stop here tonight, but in the upcoming days I will be sharing good news with you. 

                                                  

                                                     So stay safe and positive.