It's ok if I fail !

My dearest blog followers, it's another peace of writing I am sharing with you. Lately,  i have been thinking alot specially after i graduated. Finding a good job and study MA degree became another goal to achive. "I am on the right track and I am achiving alot in short time "this is what I am telling myself, yet that doubty feeling comes and tries to concur my soul and make me wonder if I am doing the right thing.  Am I on the right path ? What if this right path is not right after all and I am being misdirected by my thoughts,emotion and imaginations?
What If I regret the decisions I am making later ? What if I fail and I fall into a halo ?many what ifs come to my mind.
Here I sit and i look at the sky listening to some noisy crockroaches chatting everywhere among the trees with their noisy  sounds in the farm while i still wonder am I on the right path ?while, hiding from everything and everyone and trying to understand if the decisions we make are right I realise  there is no right decision until you take the risk. One can never know how tomorrow will be and what will be waiting for us at the end of the tunel unless we try. I am realising even if I fail I shouldn't regret it. At least then i won't blame anyone for it and she'd tears of regret and sorrow.

I am realizing, one should always be the master of their own life. Making decisions, taking risks and do what you believe its right and step toward success. One should not fear failing but should fear not standing again.
I will give you a small advice:
A failure comes because of your decision is better than a failure you were forced to go through it.
Therefore, take the risk, make up your mind and set your priorities to achive you goal and if by chance you didn't achive the success you expect it, then try again because it's OK if you fail.

Love Inboxes

My lovely blog reader and follower. It was exactly 8:00 in the morning when i suddenly decided to write this blog and share it with you now. Something that puts a wide smile on my face and it makes me excited as well as more grateful.
Didn't they say love takes you up to the clouds and makes you happy? I tell you it does. I am getting love inboxes on my Facebook account. Inboxes that make me jump out of my seat and push me to shout out loud and say YESSSSS. Inboxes that give me butterflies. Inboxes that make me drop some tears out of happiness and tell myself you are such a lucky girl huda to live and witness this. I tell myself "You are lucky to receive all these love messages".
My dear reader,  do you know when I get those inboxes I hold my phone tight close to my chest and I say Alhamdulilah "Thanks God" for what am receiving. I know, I Know... you desperately want to know who is the lucky one who made me this happy and even pushed me to write this and share it with the public. The one who is inboxing me with love messages is not a secret admire or a crush. Neither a boyfriend or a lover. No No, it's someone "How can I say it !!!! That person owns a huge heart and simply decided to share all the goodness and love with this world through an inbox.

picture from Google

I shall tell my secret now, I actually  receive my love inboxes from mostly anonymous people and other times from people whom I know.  I am sure you are wondering what do they send me to make me this happy. They send love,care and they share. They share some of what they have with people who need it through me or through someone like me. Those love inboxes are generally donations from amazing people who want to help those in need.  They share Money, clothes, things they don't use anymore to help those who need them. When I ask for help,for some donations and I post it on Facebook. My post gets the fewest likes ever and zero comments mostly.  While I see heart notification on my inbox bottom.  Sometimes I don't know them, they contact me, send me their information and simply donate with what they can.  They trust the good in me tho most of them don't know me yet they simply decide to send me a love inbox to share it with those who need more love.
What do you think now ?? Isn't my love inbox story worth sharing ?  I am lucky to get those love inboxes right!!
Thank you for the love you are sending me, I am receiving it with appropriation and sharing it with those who need it the most.
Have a good day