Don’t worry if you lost your way

Sitting in my room and wearing my glasses, surrounded by a bunch of papers and some pens, phone on the ground and listening to a soft relaxing music after having a long interesting day at work. These days I think a lot, and I talk a lot with myself, I ask myself lots of questions about what I did in my life till now, and what I will do in the future. I ask myself whether what I experienced worth to experience, i feel alive and awesome to think about life from time to time because I seriously didn’t know what I really wanted, or maybe I actually knew what I wanted but I just lost  my way.

I have never complained when I was getting lost, and when I didn’t know where I am going. I traveled a lot and I have always lost my way, going to the wrong  neighborhoods and missing the right way to go back to the hotel… but I never felt bad or afraid, actually I was enjoying being lost and not finding the right road to go back to the right place, because on my way I was experiencing things that I have not planned, things that i have not thought about before, and on the other hand, there was always that voice, that little gentle voice close to my ears telling me, “it’s ok, everything will be fine, just don’t be terrified, you will find your way”. That voice never proved me wrong.  

Usually people feel bad when they are lost, which it’s the very normal thing to happen. As for me, I have never felt like that, actually I enjoy every single minute of my being lost. Some might think of me as crazy and immature but I have my own reasons to feel that way and I have my own philosophy about this.

I believe that it is not that bad when we lose our way, when we don’t know where we are going, when we don’t know what we really want. Actually  being lost is healthy, because sooner or later we will find our way, and when we find it we will be so passionate about what we found, and we grape it with teeth and both hands.

When I am lost, I try everything and i go crazy about everything. I get over excited and i enjoy whatever comes to my way, because I know and I am sure, there is a reason for whatever I am experiencing and this will shape my personality , the way I will see the world, and the person I become.

I have been lost for a very long time and I was enjoying, but I am not anymore and i feel peaceful. It feels different when you know where you are going but at the same time it feels serious, because I finally found that special thing, I found what will make me happy and what will make my eyes sparkle all the time, I found what will make my heart beat even stronger and what will make me smile all the time and keep me excited. Don’t get me wrong it is not “someone” but actually it is “something”. Therefore as long as I found that thing, I won’t let it go, I will keep it in my heart and close enough to my mind.

 Sometimes a chance comes and knocks on your door, and then it is your choice to open the door or just keep it close. But there are other times when that chance never comes therefore you have to be brave enough and take the decision to chase that chance and grip it from its back and bring it back with you. But remember never be afraid of getting lost, because  no matter what happens, and no matter when it happens, you will find your way because if you have the passion about life and the passion in being a great person you will find your way.

Stay strong and full of hope… no one can stay lost forever.